PLANNING...^_T

Hmmm..I was just browsing the internet for the price of a round trip ticket to country and back here. It's pretty expensive, that's what I can say.
I've been planning for a long long long time to go back and visit, but it never happened. Why? well, there's too much things happening in my life here that there's no time for me to pack up and leave for a couple of weeks or so. I don't want to go there just for a few days, its just a waste of time and money. If I go there I want to enjoy it with my family and friends.
I even stopped telling my friends that I'm going because I know I'll just disappoint them again. One of this days for sure I'll surprise them by knocking on their doors. I think I still know a couple of them where they live. Some of them moved already too.
I really want to go to Japan, Taiwan, Philippines, Great Britain, Spain and Paris! I'll go there one of this days.